Warning: This post is literally going to be all over the place
Well, I made it through day one of work in Colville, 7 hrs in front of the computer… Sometimes it feels painstaking, but I know it’s good for me to do work and to get some hours in.
I met with D&C today to talk about wedding stuff. I am remarkably calm, and not too worried about it. It should be fun, and it’s nice to be able to help them out. After we finished talking and the family moved on to other planning stuff, I got bombarded by my cousins children. Actually playing with the kids is probably one of my favorite things about being in Colville. That and staying with Elliott and Whitney, I always feel at home around them, which is a good thing!
I spent some time reading the Message tonight. I feel like seminary students aren’t supposed to like the Message, but I really do. I read through 1 John tonight, and the message of it really jumped out at me, it seemed that over and over John kept emphasizing the need to Christians to love. That those who love Jesus also love people. That if they persist in hate and in purposeful, habitual sin, that they may not be saved because it is not the way of Christ.
This fits with what I’ve been thinking about a lot lately, which is the overemphasis on salvation by faith, to the detriment of Christians showing their faith by their works. It changes Christianity from a way of life(how the early followers described it) to a system of right beliefs. It’s not that the right beliefs aren’t important, it’s just that it’s not just about belief. I know a lot of people who can say the right thing but could never do it. It was and is one of the things that worries me most about being a seminarian.
Along this same theme, I am trying to finish Brian McLaren’s The Final Word and the Word After That at first I was a little turned off on his treatment of hell, but now in the last section of the book, I am finding more what I agree with, like he purposely left it wide open to let me wrestle with the place of hell in Christianity. Maybe I will change my mind again before the end of the book though, I don’t know!